Kabie's Journal, 02 December 2012

I reached my goal today! While I was elated, all I could think was "Now what?" I've been fat for as long as I can remember. Even in elementary school I refused to weigh myself because I was ashamed. My life has always been about losing weight. I'm 21 years old, and have never been in a serious relationship because of the low self esteem that comes with being the "fat girl." I know I'm not fat anymore, but I still can't seem to turn that voice in my head off that says that I'm not attractive. I've always thought that if I could just lose weight, all the self consciousness would leave too. Not the case. I'm still having a hard time interacting with others in a confident way. I'm used to defending myself and my weight with an attitude, not coming across as a genuinely nice person. Anyone else experienced this? Advice is appreciated!

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Congrats on reaching your goal!!! 
02 Dec 12 by member: skwhite
Awesome job!!!! Congrats to you! 
02 Dec 12 by member: itslindalou

     
 

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