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misunshyne's Journal, 09 September 2012
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This is ten percent luck,
Twenty percent skill,
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will,
Five percent pleasure,
Fifty percent pain...
I am trying to keep things in perspective, and stay focused. It's hard. I'm trying to stay positive and stay active so I don't feel lonely. It's hard.
Being healthy makes sense, and I know in my mind what I need to do and what steps I should be taking to get there. Why then, is it so hard? Why do I feel like being how I have always been is safer? Why do I feel like the new people I may meet as I am becoming (and when I am) the new and healthier me will focus more on my looks than my personality and thoughts and ideas and beliefs? I guess being smaller and healthier is more physically attractive, but I really don't want to have to deal with a lot of the unwanted physical based attention. It's easier being unnoticed or just being the average girl - I guess that's why I sometimes feel like I can't do this, or maybe I don't want to do this.
Diet Calendar Entries for 09 September 2012:
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1443 kcal
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Fat: 83.92g | Prot: 102.68g | Carb: 62.67g.
Breakfast: Tap Water, Omega Buttery Spread, Xtreme Wellness High Fiber Low Carb Tortillas. Lunch: Tyson premium turkey pastrami, Cheese Heads Sticks Pepper Jack, Reduced Fat Cheese Heads Colby Jack Natural Cheese Sticks. Dinner: MLO Super High Protein Powder, Kroger cashews halves and pieces, Pure Almond Milk - Unsweetened Vanilla, Coconut Oil, Sugar Free Vanilla Syrup, Coffee (Instant Powder), Tap Water. Snacks/Other: Tap Water, Omega 3 Fish Oil (1000 mg), On-the-Go Sugar Free White Cran-Peach, Diabetes Health Support Vitamin & Mineral Packets, Peppermint Pattie, Diet Orange Soda (Bottle), Diet Orange Soda (Can), Fiber Gummies, Gel Bites. more...
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2498 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Standing - 7 hours, Sitting - 4 hours, Resting - 6 hours, Sleeping - 7 hours. more...
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 Comments
The right person/people will see it all, inside and out.
10 Sep 12 by member: rudawg7890
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Fort Minor, I love that song I'm adding it to my work out line up for the gym :)
Girlie, be you, Im a big girl I don't even remember what its like being thinner. I speand alot of my time playing computer games where people Can't see me the person and they fall for the cute voice and the bubbly personality, I've been hurt so many times by guys who swear its not the looks they fell for, but when we meet in the real world, its my weight that makes them leave, I know how it feels to want to just be the average girl and not have people judge you based on your looks be it because your hot or not, Guess at the end of the day, Be yourself, pick people whom make you the person feel relaxed and safe. I know for me some people just give off a mean judgmental vibe, I stay away from them. Surround yourself with the people that matter, end of the day its the ones who were worth your time who will still be there when everyone else has gone.
12 Sep 12 by member: Plushie
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