insaneone25's Journal, 07 August 2012

To come so far and have to start from square one all over again.....
I weigh now what I weighed at the birth of my youngest son whom just turned three. I had lost all my weight and went down to 135 pounds. And here I am sixty pounds heavier....again but with no newborn to blame it on. Please God give me strength on my journey to be healthy and happy with myself once again. When I get hit with something I feel I can not handle show me wisdom that I can. That I do not need to bury myself in food and self pity. To be the strong women that I am.

Diet Calendar Entry for 07 August 2012:
685 kcal Fat: 45.07g | Prot: 49.86g | Carb: 16.48g.   Breakfast: Coffee, Heavy Cream. Dinner: chicken thigh, chili sauce, Chicken Stock, Spinach , Frank's Original Hot Sauce. Snacks/Other: green tea, american cheese. more...
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Hey Beautiful - this journey will become so much more about healing the inside of you, than about what the scale says. You are strong. And beautiful and I have no doubts you can lose the weight again. But while in this process...THIS TIME...let's work on the 'getting our emotions/thoughts and self image issues' under control. Starting with prayer...WOW that is powerful. And ending there is also powerful. Letting go of the 'stuff' of life - from moment to moment - and turning it over constantly to God - who totally wants you HEALTHY - is the everything inbetween!!! Much Love my friend. Welcome Back!!! 
07 Aug 12 by member: jsfantome
Thank you :) I needed that.... 
07 Aug 12 by member: insaneone25

     
 

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