I'm sorry to read about your hardship. Sadly, I don't think any words can really comfort much, and surely nothing I could do could "fix" such an experience. What a bummer. I fully understand that it's easy in such a situation to simply let go and not care.
However, situations like these can sometimes - after we have suffered through the letdown - be what we need to get us going. Use the disappointing experience as a drive to "show them".
Show them that you're better than that. Show them that you're worth people's while - but maybe that THEY aren't the friends that you need. Be better than them. Smarter than them. Better organized than them. And, yes, better looking than them.
Use the anger, make it your drive. Now's the time.
You have your info hidden, so I can't see whether you're progressing or not, but I hope you're already on your weight loss journey. That's the first step. You already have the best tools in the world - FatSecret - and the best support community in the world - FatSecret - so use it, and win this one. It may take time, but if you really want to do this, you can.
Enjoy the journey - it can be an amazing experience. It sure has been one for me.
"Losing weight is never about eating as little as possible"
"Eating enough, moving more, not eating stupid s**t = losing weight."
"Do. Or do not. There is no trying."
- Master Yoda.
I started my weight loss journey on October 4th, 2010 - and this is what I have accomplished so far: