Once again trying to take control

My never ending struggle with food. I was in my teens and I remember my mother putting me on all sorts of diets. The grapefruit diet, the soup diet, etc. she even took me to get injections once. Then my fathers less than kind words calling me a pig. I was a teenager early 12, and i was being traumatized with this, it was horrible. It sent me on a lifelong food hating and food obsessing. I hated myself for so long always thinking i was huge and beyond repair. I was only weighing 125 at that time and i was 5 feet tall. Well here I am today still 5 feet tall but 171 lbs.
I love myself now, it took a long time to get here. But i am doing more more and more to show myself i love me enough to take care of me.
And I am gonna stick to a life time change, because i want to be healthy, I want to be there for my little daughter, who will be spared of the crazy ideas about food.